Words can not express the pain that you feel right now. My heart breaks for you both. I’m praying for you both and love you both very much. I leave for you two scriptures that I pray will help bring a little peace of God into your hearts during this difficult time. “Even in laughter the heart may be in pain, And the end of joy may be grief.” Proverbs 14:13 AMP ““Blessed [refreshed by God’s grace] are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Matthew 5:4