Debbie,
You have lost someone so very special to you, treasure your memories of Connie, try and focus on the good times you both had with each other. Let the blessings you both shared comfort you with love encourage. you and inspire you to go on. The spirit of your loved one has not left you but has moved into your heart to never be forgotten. When we love someone, that person becomes a part of us for as long as your memory of them last.
Debbie, know that we love you and are keeping you in our prayers. God Bless you!