Hey mom is me again. Today is my 9th wedding anniversay and it is also been 11 years since grandma passed. I hope you guys are up there play cards and watching movies, playing with my babies. I miss you and grandma so much. I wish heaven had a phone, cause I could really use a conversation with you. I talk to you all the time, its just not the same as if I could call you. I listen to your voicemails to hear your voice. Man! I need you now. I will take care of dad, I promise. I love you more.