Hey mom. Haven’t wrote because this is really hard so Sunday it was year since you left. Not sure how I am even doing this without you. I know I know, you taught me how to do all this. However you did forget to teach me how one day I would have to do it without you. I try to stay strong but it don’t always work, I guess its not excepted all the time. Hope your doing ok up there. I love and miss you like crazy